I just can't hit publish...

This week I wrote a post about a terrifying experience that we had one year ago with this little one:

It's an experience that we have not shared.  Not one single family member knows.

It was a big one. 
Potential life changer that we have kept to ourselves. 

This week I felt like God wanted me to share it.  So I wrote...and wrote.  But my sweet hubby doesn't want me to share it with the world.  He thinks that I have already exposed too much about me...and our family.  More importantly, he doesn't want our family to know about it. 

I respect that.  Completely.  So for now my post will go unpublished.  But Mother's Day will always be a reminder for me that life can change in an instant.  As if I needed a reminder - right?

***To all you special mommies of angels out there I want you to know that you are not alone.  I know that this day is hard.  I know that we want ALL our sweet children to be with us on Mother's Day.  I know that most people don't understand just how hard this day is for us...

Special hugs and kisses to all of you!!!!