4 years ago today, I was holding my sweet boy in my arms and feeding him a bottle. I was making plans to bring him home from the hospital and preparing to care for a heart baby by myself. It was the day that I finally breathed a sigh of relief, smiled and believed that everything was going to be okay.
Little did I know...
I still vividly remember looking into his eyes as he went code blue in my arms. I will never forget the circus that enclosed on his room with a dozen people, lots of blood, machines and extreme chaos as they tried to save his life. I'll always remember his sweet face as I kissed him goodbye for the last time.
Today is just a regular day for most. Today is not my favorite day.
PS- This picture was taken just 24 hours before he died. I had no idea that it would be the very last picture that I would ever take of my sweet Nathan.
WEDNESDAY HODGEPODGE #663
2 days ago

9 comments:
What a precious picture! Praying for you today and always. You have a precious family!
He was a beautiful baby. Praying for you & your family....May God wrap His comforting arms around you today.
My Dear Trisha,
This has me in tears. It is so tragic and what I hate is how life can be so awesome one moment and beyond pain the next. My thoughts and prayers are with you. He is so beautiful. ((HUGS))
Love,
Debby
♥ sendng you and your family lots of love. that is precious photo of your beautiful boy.
I am so very sorry. This post just tore my heart out. What a handsome little boy. xoxo
It is so increadibly hard to go from hope to heartbreak in the blink of an eye. Sending love today to you and your family. What a precious last picture of Nathan...
I was thinking of you all day on the 30th. xo
He is so beautiful. Missing him with you.
xoxoxo
love,
christy
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